Wednesday, July 18, 2007

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-They say that the brain and the heart are always conflicting but somehow that's not true. How we see or perceive something affects how we feel about it.

-Someone who has something to protect always will be stronger than someone who's alone but he always holds back not of fear of failure but of fear of losing the very person he protects when he releases his demons inside

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Knowledge and Religion(caution: may die of boredom)

They say science is the opposite of religion that the two doesn't match because of conflicting beliefs. Science deals with facts and Religion deals with faith. Polar opposites but in my opinion share the same goal. Religion involves rituals to reach "God". Science tries to reveal every thing about anything around us. It tries to gain omniscience, the ability to know everything. Religion says "God is the only one who knows everything". Religion is contented on knowing that and just settles for miracles to happen. Science however tries to explain everything. But why? In my opinion, we want to gain knowledge to become closer to "God" since God knows everything. The same is true for religion. We try to become closer to him by praising him, doing rituals. In these manner, science and religion have relatively the same goals. However, very small differences appear to seperate them. Religion is content in knowing that we are in the same likeness as God. Science, however tries to help us quench our thirst, the thirst to beat everything around us. Science argues that if we are in the same likeness as "God", why can't we be like him. The true goal of science in my opinion is to bring us closer to "God" in terms of knowledge. To be in the same league as him or to even surpass him is our true goal in creating science no matter how we try to hide it.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

emomohan

I hate emo. Uhmmm let me rephrase that. I hate posers who try hard to be emo. Those persons that let their hair grow long in the front but almost bald in the back. Those persons who their hair red. Those that wear those tight fitted shirts and pants. Those that try to slit their wrist for nothing. Those posers. Everyone in the Philippines is emo now, well at least they try to be. If you ask s so called emo person what bands he listens to he'd say kamikazee(punk), callalily, hale and spongecola(pogi rock), and cueshe(pa-pogi rock). Panginis amp. I don't get why people want to be emo. Maybe it's just a fad. Everyone wants to be a rocker(rakista). Well I can tell the difference in a way. A true one would never go with a fad, he just goes with what he wants to do. A fake always tries to imitate others. A true one does not care what other people think of what he is, much like an old man. A fake one always tries to be in with the crowd. Now which one are you? Me? I'm a rapper yoyoyoyehyehyeh bonnel :) Pakatotoo na kayo mga poserboy!!!!

Ironies

-A man with someone or something to protect is always stronger than a man who has nothing to hold on to but he always holds back not in fear of losing to his enemies but in fear of losing the very thing he tries to protect when he releases his demons inside

-We show confidence but others see arrogance, We show leadership but others see dictatorship.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Untitled (gaya gaya na naman hehe:D)

Death makes us realize the importance of life. When we are close to dying, we remember everything that happened in our life. All the things that happened flashes before our eyes. Death makes us realize that our lives are not endless, that maybe tommorrow, we can't experience the things that happened to us today. We take for granted the things that we seem to think of as endless. Only when it is close to the end that we see its importance. Maybe we need a taste of death, the taste of nothingness to make us appreciate our life and the things around us

Lyrics

(lahat ng nakasulat dito galingsa lyrics ng kanta hulaan nyu ung mga kanta lagay nyu
nalang sagot nyu sa tagboard :D)

I'm sorry I've made mistakes, that I let you down
Im' sorry I led your life to the ground
Didn't mean to take you for granted
Didn't to show you I don't care

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
My heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury or wear as jewelry

Not just my princess, you're my angel
And i could stare through your eyes forever
I learned today that I need you more each day
Grab on to you don't ever let go

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Time Travel

(sabog poem)-walang kwenta to

to see once more
the people they cared for
to go back to where they came from
to a place they called home

to relive the memories of the past
to the moments they once wished to last
to bring back the ones they love
to take them back from the angels above

Everyone's got a reason
A reason of their own
But none of us ever learn
That we can never hope to return

Serious S**T

I want to say that life is wonderful, that life is happy and that everyday would be the start of something good. But, hell, you'd only be lying to yourself. Life is depressing. Life is sad. Everyday you wake up feeling nothing but emptiness and worthlessness inside. Then, you start to wonder what is our purpose here. Is there or isn't there something for us to live for. Then you come to the thought of life having no meaning. Others want to comfort you telling you to have faith, to believe in divine intervention or something. Faith tells you to believe. Faith tells you to hope. Faith tells you to hang in there just for a little longer. But reason tells you that you should not hope anymore. Reason tells you that resistance is useless and will only prolong the agony. Reason tells you that no matter what you do, the same thing will happen in the end. You will fail.

Nah. Maybe you're just having a bad day

gaya gaya

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||| 26%
Orderliness |||| 16%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 43%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical || 10%
Artistic |||||| 23%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism || 10%
Adventurousness || 10%
Work ethic |||| 16%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||| 23%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||| 30%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||| 24%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||| 23%
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Friday, May 26, 2006

If I Die

It would be better to be up there with the angels
But then again I deserve to be in hell

Concert

I can see my favorite band
On a stage not far from where I stand
Getting ready to play one of their songs
Something I've waited for much too long

But I can't shake the feeling
That I'm missing something
Amidst the joy that I'm feeling now
I feel empty somehow

Then I remembered something about the day
It has been a year since you passed away
It could have been our 2nd anniversary
If you were still with me

...

you are important
i am insignificant
you are everything
i am..... nothing

Proud to be a MAPUAN

yep.. sa MAPUA ako magkacollege. di kasi natanggap sa lb. nayari tuloy ako sa magulang ko. dapat daw kasi ung sagot ko sa essay e di lang 3 sentences e. pero ok lang sakin... di ko rin naman gus2 ung course ko dun.. pano ba yan? ako lang ata mag-isa dun... kung me nakakakilala sakin at kakikilala ko rin na magmaMAPUA ym nyu ko... hehe :D



sorry nga pala tagal nang di naguupdate

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Phonepal

Kung nalulungkot ka
At ikaw ay walang magawa
Subukan mo lang na ako'y tawagan
Kaagad-agad na ika'y pupuntahan

Kahit anong gusto mo
Ibibigay ko sa'yo
Magtiwala ka lang ako ang bahala
Sa isang sandali'y pasasayahin ka

Laging handa para ika'y tulungan
Hinding-hindi ka pababayaan
Tawagan mo lang kung iyong kailangan
Ang problema mo'y siguradong maiibsan

La lang

Walang pumapasok sa isip ko
Na pwedeng mailagay dito
Ang ulo ko'y sumasakit na
Wala pa ring maisip para sa aking tula

Kaya ako'y saglit na nagpahinga
Sa langit ako'y tumingala
Pinagmasdan muna ang mga tala
Sa kanilang pagkislap ako'y natuwa

Sinubukan ko ding umidlip
Pero biglang pumasok sa aking isip
Ngayon ko lang napansin
Ang tula'y tapos ko nang gawin